The Vintage Mannequin

2009-07-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

DOWNCASTCOLOURFULSHOWERS.BLOGSPOT.COM

2009-07-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

Now,I can breathe,finally.I will slowly tell you,I will.Hopefully you will too on the day,will you?Please help me this time.We were talking well until this thing had to come screw it up.Hopefully not again.Please,the day,it's luring nearer.It's a day of celebration for everyone,will you make it one for me too?You seem nice,you are very nice.Have you ever felt light-headed and giddy?It is true,it is your smile people notice first.It's a trap,a steep one.It's hard to climb out.But why would I want to climb out when I like it there?It's up to you in the end,but remember.It's glass.

When it is two against one

2009-07-17T02:08:00.000-07:00

It hurts quite a bit,doesn't it?To like someone,except not alone.It hurts,doesn't it?When you are also giving her advice,urging her on.She is soo close but I'm too far away.Yet,yet why do you talk to me?

Math craze

2009-07-09T05:05:00.001-07:00

Ahhh Mathematics Common Test tomorrow:(
I'm trying to absorb Trigonometry into my oversoaked brain.Raseena's present is ready:)
It's not the best to give as a present but she will love it!Running out of bat,and height for that matter.Sariyana Naeta Cocku.

2009-07-07T06:01:00.002-07:00

Someone quick grab a hose and turn on high.It's that feeling again.Giddy and almost restless.You were there,but they were so I didn't come.Now,they are gone,you aren't here.Guilt is clawing up my insides.Why is it happening again?Isn't once enough to teach me a lesson?I'm not alone this anyway.It's worse or better,I have no idea.Please tell me before I go into a phase of joyless,troubled times of crying over you.Even thinking tears.

The tear that makes everything fall apart

2009-07-07T03:39:00.000-07:00

I have found out that I care too much sometimes.It's not as though I care about everyone,usually I couldn't give a damn.But people like my friends or you know,I think too much.Even if I don't get any in return.I don't know if it's for the good.I have recovered only recently from caring too much about something who does not even know me properly,all the threats that love face.I seem to have started on the road again,hopefully I don't get carried away without reason.Whether it ends in love or hate.You have to decide.Please,don't break me again.It's glass.

Thanks God for setting the paper easy.

2009-06-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

ok,I'm just overloaded with homework and nothing much this week really.

I was confident that they were going to close down the school but wth they didn't.

looking froward to harry potter and the half-blood prince coming out soon!

Who am I?

back

2009-06-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

okaes

yesterday and today was YES competition,well we didn't win.well surprise surprise.
two of our members were sick and couldn't make it so its ok:)

I miss singapore polytechic,it is nice in a modern-uglyold-comforting-cool way.the auditorium was freezing!got used to it today though.

I'm cuffed

2009-06-03T00:55:00.000-07:00

well HOLA:)

the past few days have been a daze.
starting on sat
pattimandram
malaysia
singapore post centre&library
plaza singapore

and today I'm sick and I couldn't make it to drama EXCO elections
wth.

I have nothing to do tomorrow ay wait shit,I have to go to the library to accompany Same for tutoring by that freakin' flirt Sundar,yeah.Thank gawd,Salma is coming.I'll stay outta sight from the idiot.

When you open your eyes
All there is to see is clouds
But then you turn and see his face
There is no place you'd rather be

2009-06-02T06:57:00.000-07:00

saturday was awesome
and i've my reasons for it
i just can't forget
oh man
woohoo

2009-05-22T02:54:00.000-07:00

i've failed my amath.english and tamil was bad.gawd,life couldn't be any worse.and i was supposed to go parkway but we had drama.and there's a new freakin' teacher replacing mr matt.what the heck.he's rubbish.drama club needs mr matt back.

yesterday was the exact opp.got lost a gazillion times young flirts snakes adrenaline almostsp noisy quiet wall foolishness satisfaction

2009-05-20T19:09:00.001-07:00

WHAT THE FUCK!
kris allen won.
notfairnotfairnotfairnotfairnotfair

random mutterings of a lunatic

2009-05-19T18:07:00.000-07:00

k,i'm supposed to be getting information abt valleys and meanders in geog elect class.
well I'm doing,a bit.

I like colourlovers
at least now I can create a palette.
oh well.
I'm getting hungry.

2009-05-19T06:59:00.000-07:00

if the past few days before yesterday were what life meant,I'm glad.

after a long time,I felt packed but in a good way.
I don't need all my friends with all the time to make me happy.
but I must say,one has left forever
and maybe I'm not complaining.
let's accept life for what excruciating pain it can cause and live through it
'cose in the end,it's worth it.

2009-05-14T20:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was surprisingly fun:)

went to the national library for english project group meetup.zaf and akhyar found me after looking around.we went to try using the com in the library,found out we had to pay and we couldn't use our ezlink and had no cashcard.so bummer.we went outside and sat at the stage,waiting for yiting, to go to bras basah to use computer at a internet cafe.saw a bunch of bendemeer sec kids there,ergh how i hate that school.
wasted like 2hrs doing the newspaper.afterwards,then they went to bugis to eat.I went off first 'cause I promised Sameera to go the library first.So ran off home and then came back at 0930.spent mainly at macs.

i'm planning to go spotlight today to get the fabrics with Sameera.just finished elearning.
hello another packed day:)

The sun has set

2009-05-13T05:43:00.000-07:00

okay,one day down.
and I'm waiting for everyone else to finish their exams so that we can let loose.
here I am editing my stupid english newspaper project when I could be doing something else.
argh,why do I have keep remembering about June 345.
I hope he won't be there,hoping he'll be there.
oh gawd,I am hopeless.
when will I ever change.
someone take my mind off this.
it's surprising how my mind keeps wandering back to you.

Did it hurt when you fell from heaven?I don't know but that is the most funniest and cutest and stupidest thing I have ever heard.well,haha.

Battle is over

2009-05-12T04:06:00.000-07:00

THEEXAMSAREFREAKINGOVERBABY!

I'm free
but now my mind set on blank
sortof
upcoming sketches sewing fabrics designing ribbons beads pearls andfur
shopping
hanging out with friends
life at the cafe
pointless waiting around

dig threads.
help me spice up my life.

2009-05-03T03:45:00.000-07:00

oh exams,can't they fly away?

Your compliments in my sleep
make me go
dizzy

funny things are popping up.

2009-04-24T19:12:00.000-07:00

so many things have happened lately.
one of it was the syf results
we got silver.
I've cried enough about this unfair judgement.

I wasted all my after you
after what seemed like eternity
I don't think I care anymore
but your still gives me the tingles
I feel like I have been caught in a time warp
devoid of emotions and feelings and thoughts
I only feel emptiness and is that good
I don't know
help me hit the play button again
it's time I got a move on

birthday blush

2009-04-23T20:11:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Chermaine!

Thanks for being the princess you always were